I’m so thankful to have a home away from home. I’m so happy I can walk into my boyfriends house when he isn’t home and be greeted with love from his parents. They refer to their home as my home, they feed me and buy me little presents and I’m just so grateful to have such a wonderful family in my life along with my own. Blessed as heck
I’m friends with a dude who’s a highschool physics teacher at a school in my area. Like a school that I know people at. And I drink and party with their physics teacher. I don’t mean a student teacher or a sub, he’s really a full time highschool teacher. My friends are incredible
i can’t believe this beauty
Last night I got drunk and cried and cried to him about how I don’t know why he’s with me because he’s so normal and I am literally crazy and I have so many problems that he doesn’t get and I couldn’t stop crying and it felt good to get off my chest but I still don’t know why he puts up with me or loves me
Hopefully it works… I’m going to be fat forever.
my life is fucking meaningless and pointless and the only thing i ever try for is destroying myself and i’m insecure and lost and i want to be loved and i want to be something but only to fulfill others expectations of me and i fucking hate myself and all i care about is image and i want to fucking stop but i never will and i just dont want to fucking do this anymore